Mother's Day...Inspiration, fearless even if only in someone else's eyes...
Today was Mother's Day and not only did I get beautiful cards from my daughters, but I also got one from one of my daughter's best friend. But what was even more special all of them sort of wrote the same message, which, was unbelievably special to me. All of them thanked me for being the person that inspired them the most.
Here I am with doubt in my heart on whether I'm a good mother, good person, trying to always make the right choices, and out of nowhere my daughters all send me the same message, none of them talking to each other about what they might have to say and one lives thousands of miles away, yet they all had the same thing to say. I am so grateful for all the love they have for me, this journey I'm going through right now makes it all worth it.
I, myself spent some time with my mother, and believe me when I say I Love my mother, but we have never really been close. I would never disrespect or ever say anything to hurt my mother, but I've known since I was about five that she really just didn't care for me. That hurts, that has always hurt. It is one of the reasons I am the way I am with my daughters, being their mom, I always told them how much I loved them and no matter what they ever did in their lives I would always love them. I think it's the reason they are the way they are, they show real love towards me with a tremendous amount of loyalty.
I had a heart to heart talk with my mother today, telling her that the other night I found myself praying, truly praying for the first time in a very long time. Now, I talk to God a lot, but to sit here as if I were a child, put my hands together and pray for my mother to let go of all the hate and anger she has in her heart was profound for me. Growing up mostly because I knew how my mother felt about me, I was a daddy's girl, but lately, I feel that maybe just maybe my mother needs me to show her what she didn't show me, Unconditional Love. She has so much anger and hate in her heart that sometimes I wish I could wave a wand and make it all disappear for her.
Most if not all of her anger and hate stems from my father's side of the family, and boy does she dwell on it. They were never around, not for us, not for my parents. They were the only family we had that lived close to us, but they all chose to not include us in anything, no birthdays, no holidays, no life events, weddings, etc. I believe my mother resents them for that, but if we kids could let that all go, she should and maybe just maybe she could live happily and at peace.
This Mother's Day, my wish is for my mother to feel the Joy and Love in her heart and soul the way I feel Joy and Love in my heart and soul. To live at peace as the world intends for people to live. I Love You Mom, and I hope you can feel that!
Remember...Be Inspired to Be Better, to Listen and to Dream Big!
Sending mad Love to all...
...Mayra
Here I am with doubt in my heart on whether I'm a good mother, good person, trying to always make the right choices, and out of nowhere my daughters all send me the same message, none of them talking to each other about what they might have to say and one lives thousands of miles away, yet they all had the same thing to say. I am so grateful for all the love they have for me, this journey I'm going through right now makes it all worth it.I, myself spent some time with my mother, and believe me when I say I Love my mother, but we have never really been close. I would never disrespect or ever say anything to hurt my mother, but I've known since I was about five that she really just didn't care for me. That hurts, that has always hurt. It is one of the reasons I am the way I am with my daughters, being their mom, I always told them how much I loved them and no matter what they ever did in their lives I would always love them. I think it's the reason they are the way they are, they show real love towards me with a tremendous amount of loyalty.
I had a heart to heart talk with my mother today, telling her that the other night I found myself praying, truly praying for the first time in a very long time. Now, I talk to God a lot, but to sit here as if I were a child, put my hands together and pray for my mother to let go of all the hate and anger she has in her heart was profound for me. Growing up mostly because I knew how my mother felt about me, I was a daddy's girl, but lately, I feel that maybe just maybe my mother needs me to show her what she didn't show me, Unconditional Love. She has so much anger and hate in her heart that sometimes I wish I could wave a wand and make it all disappear for her.Most if not all of her anger and hate stems from my father's side of the family, and boy does she dwell on it. They were never around, not for us, not for my parents. They were the only family we had that lived close to us, but they all chose to not include us in anything, no birthdays, no holidays, no life events, weddings, etc. I believe my mother resents them for that, but if we kids could let that all go, she should and maybe just maybe she could live happily and at peace.
This Mother's Day, my wish is for my mother to feel the Joy and Love in her heart and soul the way I feel Joy and Love in my heart and soul. To live at peace as the world intends for people to live. I Love You Mom, and I hope you can feel that!
Remember...Be Inspired to Be Better, to Listen and to Dream Big!
Sending mad Love to all...
...Mayra
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